after all the Christmas rush and panic shopping, here’s another special occasions a lot of people are anticipating some wants it to arrive, and for some, they want the time clock to just stop for a moment so new year’s eve will not come yet , as for me , I’m starting to kiss 2011 goodbye.. just like the previous years I’m going to leave all the pain behind .. all the shattered dreams and hopelessness … I’ll try to embrace the coming year with open heart .. open mind.. hoping against hope that somehow the happiness that I’ve been looking for in the last few years of my life will finally find its way to my heart … it’s not gonna be easy but i think I will survive just like in the past, however even if in this state of hopelessness I’m taking my chances in any way I can to finally arrive to that place where I feel completely happy. As i kiss this year goodbye .. I’m gonna bring with me the memories of happy times though not that much but it helps me a lot .. i’m gonna look forward to a brighter 2012 with new friends around and some few old friends to keep. So here we go some few days before we finally shout HAPPY NEW YEAR one and all !!!!